i hate you, i hate you so much

"IT SCARES ME BECAUSE YOU KNEW HOW MUCH YOU MATTERED TO ME; YOU SAID YOU FELT THE SAME WAY. HOW DID YOU LIE TO MY FACE, HOW DID YOU JUST WALK AWAY? I DON'T THINK I WILL EVER TRUST SOMEONE AS BLINDLY AND WHOLEHEARTEDLY AS I TRUSTED YOU. I HATE YOU FOR WHAT YOU DID TO ME. BUT OH MY GOD, THE TWISTED PART IS, I STILL THINK I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU."