01/11/15

He, whom I have known for three years, left me guessing, who was he really, is he even real.

He, whom went missing for two weeks, left me wondering, how was he doing, how did he move on.

He, whom stole my happiness for the past years, left me with sadness, when are you coming back, I need to be happy again.

He, whom said he misses me every single day of the month, left me feeling empty, what can he do, to fill my hollow chest.

He, whom said he loves me every second of the day, left me breaking, why did he say it, why couldn't he faked it.

He, whom sent me a text on the first of November, left me crying, where did he go, please don't leave me alone. 

you

Dear You,

I think I am still in love with you.

Please come back.

With love, Me.

final goodbye

Whenever I tried to have a decent conversation with you, you converse about someone else. We may be over but it still hurts. I tried not to be selfish and tried to let you go, but it still hurts with the thought of you being with someone else.

I think I might never have that closure after all. But it is okay. It is better to leave me in heartbreaks than to ever leave me fully whole.

Every shattered line will be a reminder for me of how much it hurts. Every pain it costs me will be a reminder of how fast I should move on.

Good luck with your life. May you find someone who will mean the whole world to you, as you were to me. Thank you for the life you have given me from a distance. They said distance will only bring us closer. But all it ever did was separating us.

turn of events

When you suffer from depression, you tend to think about death way more than living.