polaroids of us

I never asked you to take pictures of us together because I was insecure with myself. Even if we do, I warned you not to post them online because people might see us. They would ask why would a guy like you be with a girl like me; an introvert. I asked myself the same question, over and over again, for almost 8 years. Seeing pictures of you and your friends online, it makes me happy. You take pictures to remember the moment, to relive the memory. I want to. But I can't. Because I am nothing compared to them. I can't give you the same happiness, the same satisfaction they gave you. But I would like to be on your wall too someday.

misunderstood

She didn't drown herself.

She forgot to come up for air.

frozen

Cold.

That was all I could think about. The only light in the room is the numbers on my clock; 4:19A.M. My skin felt like ice; solid and cold. I realized I was sleeping without my comforters. It used to be different. It used to be warm, even without them. But now, everything is changing without you. Your absence brought emptiness into the room. Nothing feels the same anymore. Your presence was the only warmth I had. But now without you, I am chilled to death.